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| SMALL FALLS 2014 REBOOT
  – PART 4 The ex-outlaws rode hard
  all the way to River Gap.  Heyes
  was quiet most of the trip, but Kid understood.  He knew his partner was going through
  feelings that he wasn’t use to dealing with.  It didn't help that Heyes hadn't
  really had any sleep since Friday. 
  He had refused to leave Laurie's side the entire week and now they had
  a tough ride to get to the Colonel.  They rode into River Gap at
  two o'clock, Friday afternoon. 
  They took care of the horses and headed over to the hotel to check
  in.  "One room," Heyes
  told the desk clerk at the hotel, "Can you tell us where we might find
  Colonel Marker?"  The desk clerk looked up
  from the registry, "Mr. Smith?" he asked.  "Yes," Heyes
  replied cautiously.  "Then you must be Mr.
  Jones," the clerk said, looking at Kid, "Colonel Marker left this
  note for the two of you."  He
  handed Heyes a folded piece of paper.  Heyes read it, "Had to
  go take care of a few things. 
  Will be back in town later tonight.  Have dinner on me and meet me in my
  room around nine for drinks. 
  Colonel Marker." Heyes turned to the desk clerk; "We would
  like a bath as soon as it can be arranged."  He turned to Kid, "You go ahead.
  I'm going to go send a telegram and then I'll be up."   Kid thought of going with
  him but decided to do what Heyes asked, so he went to the room to get cleaned
  up.   Heyes walked across to the
  telegraph office to send the telegram. He started writing: "To:
  Laurie," and didn't know what to write for her last name.  The incredible Heyes smile appeared on
  his face as he wrote:  “To Laurie Smith,
  Jansen Hotel, Small Falls.   Arrived 2:00, Colonel due
  at 9.  Weather looks okay, will
  tell you what the night brings. 
  Love Joshua Smith.”    He handed the telegram to
  the clerk and headed back to the hotel. 
  Kid was still in the bath so Heyes lay down on the bed to wait.  Kid was talking to him and asking him
  what he thought the Colonel was up to. 
  After three unanswered questions, the blond partner turned to see
  Heyes fast asleep on the bed.  He
  smiled and went back to bathing and smoking his cigar.  Heyes slept till Kid woke him up for
  dinner at six.  At nine, the ex-outlaws
  went to Colonel Marker's room. 
  The Colonel greeted them, asked how they were doing and how the friend
  who was badly hurt was doing. 
  They told him they were fine and their friend was hanging in
  there.  Then they handed him the
  sealed envelopes.  "Still sealed?"
  the Colonel said, sounding surprised.  "Per your
  instructions," Heyes replied.  "Curious?" the
  Colonel asked.  "Well," Kid
  started.  "Of course you
  are," the Colonel stated, "No one could do this job and not be
  curious.  By the way, I don't know
  how you did it.  It seems that the
  people interested in this information don't know it has all been acquired
  yet.  We've gotten no word since the
  first pick-up at the hotel and I know they're still watching the lake.  You two are the best."  "Thank you.  I believe there was an agreed upon
  price for our expertise," Heyes stated in a very businesslike tone.  "Yes, five hundred
  dollars plus expenses.  I already
  sent you one hundred dollars, so how about we make it seven hundred?  Oh, you did such a good job; I'll give
  you nine, so that will make an even thousand."  The Colonel took out a stack of money
  and started to count it out as he continued to talk.  "The envelopes contain the names
  of important people who are supposed to be loyal to the Governor but
  aren't.  In fact, the details of a
  plot to discredit the Governor and get him thrown out of office are in the
  envelopes. He'll now know details of their illegal actions and can protect
  himself.  There is also a list of
  those people the Governor can count on for things.  People that no one would think would
  be interested in helping the Governor. 
  My guess is that your names could be on the list."  They had a few drinks and the alcohol
  was getting to Heyes.  He had
  slept some already today, but he could barely keep his eyes open.  They said good night; the Colonel thanked
  them for a job well done and told them to keep in touch, he would be putting
  in a very good word with the Governor.  The partners left town the
  next morning but not before Heyes sent another telegram: “To Laurie Smith,  Weather's great.  Hope you are.  Love Joshua.” After sending the telegram,
  Heyes turned to Kid, "I'd like to send money to Laurie. I was thinking
  two hundred dollars," he said, asking for approval.  "I was thinkin’
  three hundred," Kid said with a smile.  "By your account, you wouldn't
  have gotten the pick-up by the lake without her.  Everyone gets an equal share."  Heyes got the Heyes smile
  on his face, "I like the way you think."  He gave his partner a pat on the back;
  they sent the money and they left town.  ***   Doris walked into Laurie's
  room with a tray; she was still sleeping.  Laurie had been up briefly in the
  morning, but she was sleeping more than ever.  It had been two days since Joshua and
  Thaddeus had left.  Laurie looked
  like she was getting some color in her face, but she was still extremely
  weak.  Doris put the tray down on
  the table next to the bed. 
  "Laurie, dear," she said quietly, "Laurie, I have some
  broth for you. You need to eat." 
  Doris paused before adding, "Laurie, I have a telegram for
  you.  They weren't sure who it was
  for, but it came to the hotel. 
  Laurie, can you hear me?"  Laurie slowly opened her
  eyes; "Did you say you have a telegram?"  Doris smiled.
  "Yes," and handed the telegram to Laurie.  She looked at it and smiled, she got
  stuck on Laurie Smith.  A tear
  rolled down her cheek.  "He
  loves you," Doris said as she stroked Laurie's arm.  "I know," Laurie
  said and held the telegram to her heart. 
  She read it and after a few moments she took it and placed it under
  her pillow.  Doris got Laurie to eat a
  little that day.  The doctor came
  by and said she was doing better. 
  Her injuries were beginning to heal and she looked a little
  stronger.  Laurie slept a little
  less that day.  ***  The next day at lunchtime,
  Doris walked into Laurie's room; Laurie was awake playing with the heart on
  her necklace.  "You're awake.
  Good. I have some lunch and a telegram." Laurie smiled as she took
  it.  As she read it, a tear rolled
  down her face.  "Tears of joy?"
  Doris asked.  Laurie was quiet and
  she closed her eyes.  "What's
  the matter, dear?"  "Nothing, just missing
  Joshua," Laurie said with a forced smile.  "Joshua and Thaddeus
  should be back soon," Doris told her.  "No," Laurie
  corrected her, "He's not coming back.  I released Joshua before he left.   He doesn't need to be stuck with
  me after what happened.  They
  won't be back.  He's just letting
  me know he's okay so I don't worry."  Laurie took a deep breath and closed
  her eyes.  "I think I'd like
  to be alone for a couple of minutes."   Doris leaned over to kiss
  Laurie's head, "I'll be back shortly to get the tray."  ***  Three weeks later, sitting
  in a saloon having a beer, Kid looked over at Heyes and teased, "You're
  gonna wear it out if you keep playin’ with it."  Heyes looked confused, and
  then realized he had been rubbing the heart charm Laurie had given him
  between his fingers.  He had taken
  his watch out to check the time, and didn't realize it was still in his
  hand.  He smiled at Kid and placed
  it in his pocket. "When was the last
  telegram sent?"  Kid asked.  "Last week,"
  Heyes replied.   "You want to send one
  before we leave town tomorrow?"  "No," Heyes said
  shaking his head as tension filled his face.   Kid knew Heyes was still
  hurting so he backed off.  
  He would bring it up later.  They played poker for a
  while, and then went to get a beer at the bar.  Kid turned to Heyes, "I think we
  should head northwest when we leave in the mornin’."  Heyes looked puzzled at
  Kid, "Northwest?  Since when
  did you get so specific?  What's
  northwest?"  "Small Falls,"
  replied Kid with a smile, "It's been three weeks.  We know Hanshaw isn't there
  anymore.  I know you want to see
  Laurie.  I want to
  see…” “I don’t
  think…”  Heyes began
  to interrupt.   Icy blue eyes glared at
  brown ones, “That she wants to see you, ‘cause that’s plain
  ridiculous.  And don’t tell
  me you don’t want to see her. 
  You’re wearin’ the charm out and besides that you’re
  just miserable.” Heyes creased his brow. “Yeah, I said
  it.  You’re miserable!  You have been since we left Small
  Falls.  And besides wantin’
  to see Laurie, I was thinkin’ I might want to see Sarah, too."  "Sarah?" Heyes
  asked, raising his eyebrows.  "Sarah," Kid
  stated.  "With
  everythin’ that happened; I didn't get to dance with her or use my
  charms on her."   Heyes gave a guttural
  laugh, "Charms, is that what you're calling it?"  He laughed some more.  Kid was happy to hear him laugh. He
  had barely cracked a smile in the past few weeks.  “Okay, we can go northwest
  tomorrow."  He paused,
  laughed some more, "Charms!"  ***  Laurie was slowly healing;
  at least she was physically. 
  Doris and Walter had been wonderful since Heyes and Kid left but she
  didn't have the same feeling about life. 
  She didn't care anymore. 
  Not only had she been attacked, yesterday Doris finally told her that
  her house burnt down.  She had
  nothing to go back to and was feeling very down.  Sam even started to venture out with
  Doris instead of staying next to Laurie's bed.  Then the money from Heyes came.  He did tell her he loved her and this
  was just to help until he got back, but she knew different.  He wasn't coming back. Why would he?
  Why would anyone after what had happened?  She didn't even dream he would come
  back. It hurt too much.  She went
  to put the money in the top of her dresser drawer.  That's when she found the note with
  the money Heyes had put there the day he left.  “Laurie,  I am sorry that I have to
  leave.  If I could change anything
  in my life so I could stay with you I would, but I can't.  Remember this has nothing to do with
  what happened. I want to stay. 
  You have made me happier than I have ever been.  I will come back when I can.  Please be happy and know how much I
  love you,  Joshua.”   Laurie read the note and
  reread the note.  Then she quietly
  sat down by the window.  She
  didn't cry anymore, she couldn't. 
  Her life was numb and she was just going through the motions.  The doctor told Doris it was the shock
  of everything.  Laurie would be
  her old self eventually.  Laurie
  knew different, she knew her life left when Heyes left.  The note said he would be back, but
  she also knew that was written before he left.  Written with the guilt of having to
  leave her while she was in such bad shape.  The guilt of not walking back to the
  hotel with her.  When he first
  left, she got telegrams regularly, but the last one was weeks ago.  She was living only because she
  promised Heyes she would try. 
  Laurie also figured that she owed Doris and Walter for taking care of
  her.  When she was up in the
  middle of the night she would venture downstairs to the kitchen to make the
  muffins and biscuits for morning. 
  She only worked when no one else was awake.  When people were up and about, Laurie
  stayed hidden in her room.  
  She sat at the window, looking out at the street below, unconsciously playing
  with the heart.  She was too
  ashamed and couldn't bear to see anyone in town.  How could she look at them when they
  knew what had happened to her? 
  Most people would only ask Walter and Doris how she was doing, but
  some, including, the Sheriff, the Quimbys, Charlie and even Charlotte, had
  come to visit Laurie.  She
  wouldn't see any of them except the Sheriff and that was only because she
  thought she didn't have a choice.  ***  When Heyes and Kid got up
  the next morning, they left town riding northwest.  Heyes figured they could get to Small
  Falls by the end of the week.  Kid
  noticed a difference in his partner right away.  He was happier, teasing Kid about his
  "charms" as they rode. On the third night of the trip they sat by
  the fire after dinner and Heyes was once again rubbing the heart Laurie had
  given him between his fingers. 
  Kid watched and finally said, "You should marry Laurie."  "Huh?" Heyes
  said, being jostled out of thought.  "I said, you should
  marry Laurie," Kid repeated.  "I asked, if you
  remember. Twice. And she said no twice. 
  Besides, just cause I asked doesn’t mean we could really get
  married.  I was…" Heyes
  voice trailed off as he stared at the fire.  "A fool?  No Heyes, you weren’t a
  fool.  You were tellin’
  Laurie how much she means to you. 
  You asked when she was hurt. She thought you were takin’ pity on
  her or you thought she was dyin’. 
  She wouldn't have said no if you had asked her before," Kid's voice
  trailed off not mentioning the attack.  "I have no right.  It wouldn’t be legal
  anyway.”  "Why not?" Kid
  asked.  Heyes turned to Kid;
  "I can't exactly marry her as Hannibal Heyes, now can I?"  "Marry Laurie as
  Joshua Smith."  "And tell me how that
  will be legal?"  Heyes said
  sarcastically.  "People change their
  names all the time.  Like that
  guy, what's his name, Sloane? 
  That's not his real name and he owns the entire town of Wickenburg.  If he can do that, you can get married
  as Smith.  Are you ever gonna go
  back to bein’ Hannibal Heyes? 
  After we get our amnesty, do you think you'll go back to it? Are you
  gonna be known as Hannibal Heyes ex-outlaw or Joshua Smith, Mr. Nobody?  The only ones who'll know are you, me
  and Laurie," Kid replied.  "Not to mention Lom,
  the Devil's Hole gang, every lawman that knows who we are, the
  Governor."  "Okay, so some people
  will know, but no one in Small Falls. 
  This way the two of you can be together and Laurie will have a
  family.  When we get our amnesty
  you can re-marry her as Hannibal Heyes if you want.  Heyes poked the fire with
  the stick.  “I can’t
  stay with her, it’s not safe. 
  And why are you encouraging this when all I’ve ever said to you
  is ‘Kid it’s not the right time.’ ‘Kid you
  can’t do this now.’  Not
  once have I ever encouraged you to marry any of the damsels in distress you
  fall for.  Why the heck are you
  telling me to marry Laurie, it’s wrong.” “It ain’t wrong
  and this is different.  You were
  right,” Heyes looked up from the fire and smirked, “Yeah you were
  right; just don’t let it go to your head.”  Kid rolled his eyes.  “It was just a moment with all
  of them.  Yeah, I really liked
  them but it ain’t the same. 
  You don’t fall for anyone and you fell for Laurie.  You can’t look me in the eye and
  tell me you don’t still love her.” Brown eyes drifted back to
  the fire, “It still doesn’t make it right.” “In our life not much
  is right Heyes, but this is right. 
  Laurie deserves to have a family and to know she is loved.  She knows who you are and doesn’t
  care.  She’ll be okay with
  us leavin’ and you seein’ her when you can.  She’ll understand but
  she’ll also belong.” “So she can live like
  a widow most of the time?  Keep
  her from meeting someone else who can be there for her.” “Did ya see a line of
  suitors waitin’ for her? 
  And even if that were so, she loves you and told you that she would
  always love you.”  Kid
  paused and stared at his partner for a minute.  “I don’t think she falls
  for anyone either and she fell for you.” “She turned me down
  twice already," Heyes said nervously.  "Ask her when we get
  to town, then marry her that night. 
  You two belong together.  I
  never thought I would ever say that, Heyes, but you do.  If I have to lose you to someone, it
  should be Laurie," Kid said as he patted Heyes on the back.  "You're not losing
  me.  You're gaining Laurie,"
  Heyes said with a smile.  ***  The cuts were healed. Even
  the deepest of the cuts and her ribs were healing as well.  Emotionally, it was a different
  story.  The horrible brutality of
  the attack kept Laurie from sleeping most nights and when she did sleep, she
  woke up from terrible nightmares. 
  Doris was very worried about her. 
  She was thin to begin with, and since the attack, she hadn't been
  eating, she was wasting away.   It was mid morning and
  Doris pleaded with Laurie to come eat something downstairs.  It was such a beautiful day; they
  could both sit on the porch and have lemonade and muffins.  She had asked Laurie every day since
  the doctor cleared her to move around, to please come downstairs and sit on
  the porch, see people, get some fresh air.  She told Laurie that everyone in town
  wished her their best and would like to stop and say hello.  Sitting on the porch would be perfect
  for that.  Laurie had always said
  no; she couldn't face anyone.  It
  was now four and a half weeks since the attack and she had barely left her
  room and had not stepped outside the hotel.  For some reason this morning, when
  Doris asked, she surprised herself and said yes, it was time to try the
  porch.  If it was too much, she
  told herself, she didn't have to stay.  Taking a deep breath, she
  stepped out onto the hotel's porch. 
  It was a beautiful day and it felt wonderful to have the breeze on her
  face.  Slowly, she walked over to a
  chair by the front stairs that faced away from the street.  Laurie figured she could be outside,
  but she didn't have to see everyone's face as they looked at her.  Doris came out with muffins and said
  she would be right back with the lemonade.  Laurie was sitting quietly when she
  had the sudden urge to turn around; whipping around she saw Heyes standing at
  the bottom of the porch stairs. Gasping, her hands instinctively covered her
  mouth as tears welled in her eyes and then flowed freely down her face.   "Oh, my" was all she
  could get out as she stood up shaking. 
   Heyes took two giant steps
  up the stairs and reached for her. 
  They wrapped their arms around each other and held on as if it was for
  dear life.  Slowly they relaxed their
  grip and Heyes drew Laurie into an incredibly passionate kiss. Just as
  quickly as it started, it abruptly stopped as he quickly stepped back,
  "I didn't hurt you did I?"  "No, you didn't hurt
  me, Joshua." Laurie said, as the tears flowed down her face, she placed
  her hand on his face.  "I
  can't believe you're here. You are here aren’t you?  I’m not dreaming?” “You’re not
  dreaming; I’m here.” “I missed you so
  much," Laurie said and started to bite her lip.  "Still driving me
  crazy," Heyes whispered and pulled Laurie in for another kiss that was
  interrupted by a cough from Kid.  "Thaddeus!"  Laurie exclaimed as she turned to see
  Kid on the bottom step.  "Laurie," Kid
  said with a smile and walked up the stairs to give her a hug and kiss on the
  forehead.  "The two of you
  are drawin’ quite a crowd on the street," he said with a smile. Laurie turned and blushed
  as Heyes pulled her close to him. 
   The porch door swung open,
  "Joshua, Thaddeus," Doris exclaimed as she walked through the door
  and gave them each a hug. 
  "It's so good to see you! 
  Let me get some more lemonade and muffins.  I'll tell Walter you're
  here."  She said, almost
  singing, "It's so good to have you back."  She squeezed Kid's arm as she walked
  back into the hotel.   Heyes held Laurie close to
  him; it just felt so good to have her in his arms again.  He didn't want to let her go.  Maybe Kid was right, it might not be
  technically legal, but to everyone in town, they would be married.  He wouldn't have to go into Kid's room
  and go through the adjoining door to be with Laurie.  They wouldn't have to hide it; he
  could walk into the room through their door.  Heyes let go of Laurie and looked into
  her eyes, then gently cupped her chin with his fingers and pulled her into a
  gentle kiss.  "We need to
  talk," he said softly.  "Okay," Laurie
  smiled and followed Heyes to the far end of the porch.  When they got there Heyes
  turned to Laurie and blurted out, "Marry me.”  "Joshua, you,"
  Laurie started.  Placing his hand gently on
  Laurie's lips, he said, "Let me finish, please.  Before you answer, let me
  finish." Laurie nodded her head yes and gazed into his eyes.  "I love you.  I don’t think I ever thought I
  would say those words to anyone, now or ever but you have stolen my
  heart.  I have been miserable
  since leaving.  If you don't
  believe me, ask Kid.  I don't know
  how legal it will be. Kid doesn't think there is a problem, but I always get
  in trouble when I listen to him." 
  Laurie giggled.  "As I
  was saying, it may not be completely legal, but no one in town will know it isn't
  and we could be together.   I
  can’t promise you when or for how long we’ll be together.   We could get married and I might
  have to leave tomorrow and not know when I’ll be able to see you
  again.” “Way to sugarcoat
  it,” she smiled at him. Heyes ran the back of his
  hand down the side of her face. 
  “It's what I can do now. When I get amnesty, if you want to use
  Heyes, we can get married again. 
  I just know that I need you in my life."  "Joshua,
  Hannibal," Laurie rolled her eyes, "I don't even know what to call
  you, and I don’t care.  I
  don’t care if you’re here today and gone tomorrow.” He raised his eye brow at
  her. Giving him a slight glare
  she continued, “I love you with all my heart but, being married to you?
  You already have to worry about you and Kid. You don't need an extra person
  to worry about.  What would Kid
  say anyway?"  "It was his
  idea," Heyes stated. Then he corrected himself, "He knew I wanted
  you. He helped convince me this was the right time.” She tilted her head
  slightly and pursed her lips. “That didn’t
  come out right either,” Heyes ran his hands down Laurie’s arms
  and held her hands.  “I know
  this isn’t ideal.  I know I
  could leave you by yourself for a long time.  Keep you from someone who is here and
  taking care of you all the time. 
  Kid knows what you mean to me. 
  That I’ve never felt this way before and he convinced me I had
  the right to ask you.”  He
  raised her hands and kissed them. 
  “This is the third time I've asked.”   ***  Kid helped Doris as she
  walked out on the porch with a tray of lemonade and more muffins.  Sam was in tow with a huge bone in his
  mouth.  "They look very happy
  together," Doris said as she looked down the porch at the couple.  "It has really been rough on her.
  This is the first time she's been outside since she was attacked.  She's stayed in her room all the
  time."  "It's been rough on
  Joshua too," Kid said, watching the two of them.  "He didn't want to stay away so
  long."  "They look like they
  are having a very serious conversation."  "Well, if I'm right,
  Joshua is telling Laurie he loves her and has asked her to marry him."  ***  "It was Kid's
  idea?" Laurie asked teasingly, raising her eyebrows.  "Only that I should
  ask you when we got here and get married tonight."  "Tonight!" she
  exclaimed.  Heyes wrapped his arms
  around Laurie and pulled her close, "Yes, tonight. I want you to be my
  wife.  Laurie, will you marry me
  tonight?"  She looked into his big
  beautiful brown eyes and watched his lips as he asked her. She melted into
  his arms and said, "Yes!"  He pulled her close and
  kissed her deep and passionately.  ***  "Looks like Laurie
  said yes!" Kid exclaimed.  Doris put her hands to her
  face, "Oh my!"  Heyes and Laurie separated
  and turned to see huge smiles on their friends’ faces.  "Congratulations!" Kid
  exclaimed as he walked towards the two of them.  The pair had smiles from
  ear to ear as they walked over for hugs and kisses from Kid and Doris.  Doris reached out to give
  Laurie a hug, "I am so happy for you, dear." She looked at her,
  "I told you he loved you and he would be back.  Now when is the wedding?"  "Tonight," Heyes
  responded.  "Tonight!"  Doris exclaimed, "My goodness, so
  fast. Don't you want a few days to plan?"  "No," Laurie
  said, as she stayed in Heyes' arms. 
  "No planning is necessary. 
  Joshua wants to get married tonight; I have no reason to wait.  It's just going to be Thaddeus,
  Joshua, myself and I hope, you and Walter.  Maybe if Walter wouldn't mind, he
  could walk me down the aisle.  He
  doesn't have to but..."  "Of course Walter
  will, dear," Doris stated.  "What will I
  do?"  Walter asked as he
  opened the screen door.  "Walk Laurie down the
  aisle when she marries Joshua tonight," Doris replied.  "Marries Joshua?
  Tonight?"  Walter asked,
  confused.  "I was only a few
  minutes behind you. When did this all happen?  By the way, nice to see you again,
  Joshua, Thaddeus."  Walter
  shook both of their hands and placed his arm on Laurie.  "So what is this about you
  getting married tonight, dear?" 
  Walter asked Laurie in the most fatherly of ways.  "Joshua just asked me
  and he wants to get married tonight. 
  I was wondering if you would walk me down the aisle," Laurie said
  with a smile on her face and tears welling up in her eyes.  "Tonight?" Walter
  said, turning to Heyes and sounding a little gruff; "You couldn't come
  back, ask her and wait a day, could you?"  Walter paused as he teased Heyes,
  "Well, I guess the two of you have waited long enough.  I know it's not my place but since I
  will be walking Laurie down the aisle, I give you my blessing."  Turning to Heyes and shaking his hand,
  he said, "Joshua, if I was you, I wouldn't have wanted to wait any
  longer either."  He gave
  Laurie a big squeeze and a kiss on the head, "I am so happy for you,
  dear."  "Well, if we have a
  wedding," Doris interrupted, "We need to get things done.  Laurie, we need to get you a
  dress."  "NO!"  Laurie blurted out, "No new
  dress!  I don't want a new dress.
  I'll find something to wear."  "Hey," Heyes
  said, trying to soothe Laurie, "It's okay. What's the matter?"  "I have been hurt both
  times I had a new dress for a special occasion. That's not happening
  tonight.  I'm not doing
  that!"  Laurie said, trying
  not to cry.  "Okay, okay,"
  Heyes hugged her, "No new dress, that's fine.  You can wear what you have on now;
  anything, I don't care.  It's
  okay."  "Laurie," Doris
  said calmly, "I'm sure it's too big, but I think I can alter it enough
  to fit you. Would you like to wear my wedding dress?"  Laurie turned around to
  look at Doris, "Really? I would love to, if it's okay with you."  A huge smile came over
  Doris' face, "My dear, you're family, like my daughter. I'd be honored
  if you wore it."  She gave
  Laurie a big hug.  "Well, we do have some
  things to take care of this morning," Heyes stated, "Thaddeus,
  you're going to check with the preacher for tonight.  Laurie, we're going to go to the
  doctor's office so he can tell me everything's okay.  Doris, we'll need baths when we get
  back."   They all turned to get
  things ready.  As Laurie and Heyes
  followed Kid down the steps of the hotel porch, she came to an abrupt stop on
  the last stair.  "What's the
  matter?"  Heyes asked.  Laurie began breathing heavily and
  swaying a little.  Tears were
  forming in her eyes as she began to shake.   Kid turned around to see
  what was going on, "Heyes," he said quietly, "This is the
  first time she's been outside. 
  Doris told me she hasn't left her room since…"  Heyes took a deep breath
  and put one hand on Laurie's arm and the other he placed on her chin to lift
  her face up a little. 
  "Sweetheart," he said softly, "I'm here. It's
  okay.  I won't leave your
  side.  You can lean on
  me."  She said nothing with
  her lips tight together; she just stood there and swayed slightly.  "Can you talk to me, Laurie?  I'm right here."  Heyes continued but she didn't move or
  say anything.  He ran his hand
  through his hair and looked around. He motioned to Kid to walk across the
  street.  When he got there, he
  turned and faced them. 
  "Laurie, sweetheart, if you want to get married, you have to come
  with me now."  He stated more
  firmly.  Still no movement from
  Laurie; her eyes were fixed on the ground.  With a deep breath, the ex-outlaw
  leader turned around and started to walk across the street slowly.  He kept his eyes on Kid as he
  walked.  Laurie stood looking at
  the ground.  Kid watched her with
  no expression on his face.  When
  Heyes was halfway across the street, he was about to turn around when he
  detected the slightest change in Kid's expression, so he kept walking.  Laurie realized Heyes was
  walking away and maybe, if she didn't move now, he would leave forever.  She tried to move and couldn't at
  first, but then, she closed her eyes, placed her foot on the dirt, opened her
  eyes and started to run.  Heyes caught the smile on
  Kid's face just in time to turn around, swoop Laurie off the ground and spin
  her around.  "That's my
  girl!" Heyes said as he kissed her. 
   Kid walked over to the two
  of them, "Once again, all the town's eyes are on you two."  "I don't care,"
  Laurie said, as she still had her arms around Heyes' neck and was looking
  into his eyes.  "Let them
  stare, he's mine!" she said happily.  "Then I don't care
  either. Of course, I could do this all day, but don't we have a wedding to
  get ready for?" Heyes said as he squeezed her.  Laurie bit her bottom lip. He shook
  his head and said with a small laugh, "We're gonna skip straight to the
  wedding night if you keep that up." 
  He kissed her nose.  Laurie
  blushed and Kid rolled his eyes.  "I'm gonna go see the
  preacher," Kid said, as he put up his hands and walked away.  Heyes laughed the quiet
  guttural laugh that made Laurie melt every time she heard it, "You
  certainly have a way of affecting men."  He kissed her again. "Let's go
  see what the doc has to say.  ***  The pair walked into the
  doctor's office. "Laurie, Mr. Smith," Doc Williams greeted them
  warmly. "I heard you were back in town." Heyes looked
  surprised.  "Good news
  travels fast, Mr. Smith," the Doctor assured him with a smile.  "Now what can I do for you?"
   "Doc, I just wanted to
  hear from you how Laurie is doing. 
  I plan on marrying her tonight, if you tell me she’s okay,"
  Heyes stated.  "Well, congratulations
  are in order then," the Doctor stuck his hand out to shake Heyes'.  "Why don't you both sit
  down?" he motioned to the chairs. "Laurie's injuries have almost
  all healed.  Most of the knife
  wounds have healed.  There are
  still a few that are probably still very sensitive.  Her ribs are healed but tender and she
  should still be careful.  They're the
  injuries you can see, but Laurie had some internal injuries as
  well."   Heyes sat holding Laurie's
  hand.  He could feel her whole
  body tense when the Doctor spoke. 
  He was afraid he had pushed too fast.  Maybe Laurie wasn't ready for
  this.   The Doctor continued,
  "I don't really know how to tell you this any other way," the
  Doctor stated, "I believe Laurie has some internal scarring.  I really can't tell the extent of it.
  She was beaten pretty badly. The bruising took a very long time to go away,
  and I think she may have had some internal bleeding.  Luckily, it wasn’t worse than it
  was but…well, there really isn’t any other way to say this but to
  say it.  It may make having
  relations difficult and it might make having children impossible.  I can't be sure.  We won't really know until..."
  the Doctor paused.  Heyes squeezed Laurie's
  hand, "Everything else is okay? Physically, I mean?  It's okay for Laurie to get
  married?"  "Of course," the
  Doctor replied, "She can also have relations, or at least try."  Heyes stood up and shook
  the Doctor's hand, "Thanks, Doc."  He nodded and turned to help Laurie
  up.    She had been silent the
  entire time they were in the office. 
  As soon as they left the office, Laurie turned to Heyes, "You
  don't have to marry me."  Heyes turned to her, pulled
  her close and gazed into her eyes, "I know I don't have to marry you. I
  want to marry you."  Heyes
  paused, "Sweetheart, I can wait. I'll wait for you ‘til you're ready.  I know you've gone through a lot, I
  can wait."  Tears filled Laurie's eyes
  and her lip began to tremble, "He said that I couldn't have
  children."  "Noooo," Heyes
  said softly, "He said he didn't know.  We would have to find out and that
  wouldn't stop me anyway." 
  Then with a big grin, he added, "I understand they have some fine
  children in orphanages." He stroked the side of her face; Laurie smiled
  and hugged him. “I don’t
  know…” she whispered. “I do,” he
  kissed her nose.  
  “Trust me.” She nodded.    "Okay, that's taken
  care of. Now off to the jewelers," Heyes stated.  They both turned and happily walked
  arm in arm down the boardwalk to the jewelers.  ***  It didn't take long to pick
  out matching wedding bands.  They
  were both very simple, just plain bands. 
  Heyes had wanted to get Laurie a nicer ring, one with a gem in it, but
  she said no.  She liked the plain
  one the best.  He asked the
  jeweler to engrave the inside of the rings with "Forever" and their
  initials.  He would pick them up
  later in the day.  As they were
  leaving the store, he turned to Laurie, "Wait here a minute, I forgot
  something." He stepped back in the store and left her out front waiting.
   As she waited, she turned
  and almost bumped into a man coming out of the feed store.  "Excuse me, I'm sorry," she
  said, "I wasn't paying attention."  "Laurie," the man
  said, looking up, "How are you?"  He gently placed his hand on her arm.  "Matt?" she said
  sounding surprised.  "Yeah, wow, you look
  great," Matt said.  "When did you get back
  in town?"  "A few weeks ago,
  after Pa... I wanted to come see you, but I didn't know..." he
  stuttered.  Tears filled Laurie's eyes
  and her lip began to tremble; "I'm sorry Matt."  "No, no, you shouldn't
  be sorry.  I'm the one that should
  be sorry.  I should have protected
  you.  I should have known
  something was up.  He shipped me
  away because I gave you a kiss on the cheek.  I should have known," he was
  rambling.  "Matt, you didn't
  know. I didn't know it was going to happen, so how could you know?  I'm sorry, I didn't want it,"
  Laurie's voice trailed off.  "Of course, you didn't
  want it.  I would never think
  that, not of you.  Laurie, I have
  missed you so, your smile, the way you make me feel.  I wanted to visit, but I didn't think
  you would see me.  I wouldn't blame
  you, not after what my father did, but I did check with Doris all the time to
  see how you were."  The door of the jewelry
  store opened and Heyes stepped out. 
  "Okay, we're done," he said to Laurie, as he looked at the
  man talking to her.  Walking over to
  her, he placed his arm protectively around her waist; she was tense and he
  saw tears in her eyes. 
  "Laurie," he said with concern as he gave Matt a glaring
  stare "Is everything alright?"  "Everything is fine,
  Joshua." She relaxed as he slid his arm around her, "This is Matt,
  an old friend of mine."  He looked at Laurie, then
  turned to Matt and shook his hand, "Matt, Joshua Smith, Laurie's
  fiancé."  "Matt Carlson,"
  Matt said, shaking Heyes' hand, "Did you say fiancé?"  "Yes, we're getting
  married tonight," the ex-outlaw leader stated, holding Laurie close to
  him, "Carlson?"  "Yes," Matt said.
  "Congratulations.  I've heard
  how happy you've made Laurie.  She
  deserves it. She deserved to be happy before my father."  Matt stopped, changing the subject,
  “I should get you a wedding present.” "No Matt," Laurie
  said as Heyes held her tight to him "No present. We're just having a
  very simple ceremony with Thaddeus and the Jansens.  That's all.  Thank you and it was good to see
  you."  As Matt looked at Laurie,
  she could see tears forming in his eyes. 
  "I'm so sorry about what happened," he said quietly. "I
  wish I was here, maybe I could have stopped him.  I should have known something was
  wrong when he sent me away for kissing your cheek.  The things he said, I'm sorry."  Laurie placed her hand on
  Matt's arm, "You had no idea; it's not your fault."  Realizing the conversation
  needed to end, Heyes interrupted, "Laurie, we really need to get moving
  if we're going to get married tonight."  He turned to Matt, "Matt, thank
  you for thinking so highly of Laurie and for being her friend."  "Mr. Smith, I can see
  how much you care for Laurie," Matt said. "Make her happy, she
  deserves it."  Leaning in, he
  gave Laurie a very small kiss on the cheek.  "I always wanted the world for
  you. I can see in your eyes that that's Mr. Smith, be happy."  He shook Heyes' hand, then turned and
  walked away.  Heyes held on to Laurie's
  waist as he watched Matt walk away, "You okay?"  "Yes," Laurie
  said quietly, then leaned her head on his shoulder, "I'm very
  okay." He looked down at her and
  smiled then gave her a small kiss. "He's right. You are
  my world."  As they started to walk
  back to the hotel, Heyes said playfully, "So, he's the boy who kissed
  you? I guess I don't have to shoot him because he knows you're mine."  "I love you,"
  Laurie said as she smiled and rolled her eyes.  ***  The rest of the afternoon
  was spent getting ready for the wedding. 
  Thaddeus had cleared it with the preacher; the wedding would be at
  six.  Heyes went back and picked
  up the rings.  Doris altered her
  wedding dress.  Laurie bought a
  special nightgown and then went back to soak in the tub.  At five o'clock, Doris came to her
  door.  "I think I've altered
  the dress enough to fit you. Let's try it on and I can make any
  adjustments," she said.  "Oh my," Laurie
  gasped as she saw the dress for the first time, "It's beautiful, Doris,
  just beautiful!"  Suddenly
  Laurie changed her expression and shook her head, "Thank you, Doris, I can't
  wear it.  It is beautiful, but
  I'll just find something else.  I
  know Joshua likes the blue skirt and blouse," Laurie said nervously,
  obviously upset.  "Laurie, what's the
  matter?" her friend asked with concern in her voice, "Why can't you
  wear the dress?"  "It's white," she
  said quietly as she looked at the ground and tears formed in her eyes,
  "I can't wear white."  "Oh, Laurie,"
  Doris said with such compassion as she reached out to hug her, "You can
  wear white.  What happened doesn't
  affect that.  It wasn't your fault.  Joshua knows that."  "You really don't
  think it matters?" Laurie asked as she looked up at Doris.  "No dear, it doesn't
  matter.  I'll understand if you
  don't like the dress and don't want to wear it, that's fine; but don't worry
  about it being white.  You deserve
  to wear white.  If anyone in this
  town deserves it, it's you. 
  You're an angel dear." 
  The women hugged. "I love the
  dress," Laurie said as she tried it on.   Doris helped Laurie get
  dressed and ready.  The dress was
  white lace. Against Doris' wishes to put her hair up, Laurie wore it down.  "My goodness," Doris gushed,
  "You look like an angel. 
  Joshua will be speechless." 
  She paused, and then told Laurie, "I am so happy for you,
  dear.  I want you to know that you
  and Joshua are always welcome here. 
  I love you like a daughter," she paused and took a breath,
  "We better get going before I start crying.  It's okay to make them wait, just not
  too long." She gave Laurie a kiss on the cheek.  ***  Heyes and Kid were waiting
  in the church.  Heyes was starting
  to pace.  "She'll be
  here," Kid said, "Relax."  "I am relaxed,"
  Heyes snapped.  "No you're not,"
  blue eyes rolled, "I know how you get when you're nervous, and you're
  nervous!  Don't you want to marry
  Laurie?"  "Of course I do!"
  Heyes bellowed. Then quieter, "It's you. You're making me nervous."
   "Me, what did I
  do?"   "I don't know, but
  you're doing it!  Now stop
  it!" he snapped again.  The door at the front of
  the church opened and Doris walked in. 
  She walked up to the boys and told them that Laurie was ready.  The door opened again and Walter
  walked in, followed by Laurie. 
  Kid put his hand on his partner’s shoulder and gave him a smile
  as the organ began to play. 
  Laurie and Walter walked down the aisle together and Heyes' smile grew
  bigger as she got closer.  Walter
  handed Laurie off to Heyes. The ceremony was very simple and very beautiful
  as both Laurie and Heyes gazed into each other's eyes the entire time.  When it was over Heyes gently kissed
  Laurie.  Then everyone hugged and
  kissed.  Laurie thought she was
  dreaming. Everything was so perfect. A tear began to roll down her face.  "Hey," Heyes said with
  concern, "What's the matter, are you okay?"  "I'm more than
  okay," Laurie said as she smiled, "I'm just so happy. I can't
  believe this. I can't believe I just got married.  I can't believe you married me,
  Joshua."  He looked into her eyes and
  pulled her close, "Believe it, you're my wife, Mrs. Joshua Smith,"
  and he flashed the brilliant Heyes smile, the one only Kid got to see, then
  he gently kissed her and added, "Ready for dinner?"   "Yes, as a matter of
  fact, I am," she smiled back at him, with her eyes lost in his.    They were about to head
  back down the aisle to the front door when Walter said, "Let's go out
  through the side door through the church courtyard.  It's beautiful this time of
  evening."  Agreeing, they followed
  him, but not paying attention to anything other than themselves.  They were completely caught off guard
  when they stepped into the courtyard full of people.  "Oh my," Laurie said, as she
  looked at everyone as they started to clap.   "When everyone heard
  the two of you were getting married," Doris said, "They wanted to
  make sure you had a very memorable day."  "H-H-How?" Laurie
  stuttered.  "Well, it may have had
  something to do with Doris running all over town telling people," Walter
  announced and everyone laughed.   "Walter," Doris
  said, "I just told a few people, and everyone else volunteered to bring
  food to celebrate the wedding.   "Speech!" someone
  yelled from the crowd, "Speech!"  Heyes stood on the steps to
  the courtyard with Laurie by his side. He started, "Thank you all for
  coming." Looking at Laurie, he continued, "I just married the woman
  of my dreams.  I have never known
  anyone as special.  I can't
  believe she'll have me."  He
  leaned over and gently kissed her forehead.  "When I married Laurie, I also
  carried on a Smith family tradition."  Both Laurie and Kid looked at Heyes
  very curiously.  He continued,
  "On the inside of our rings, we have "forever" and our
  initials engraved.  What Laurie
  doesn't know is that I went back and changed that."  Laurie looked at Heyes more
  intently.  He went on, "When
  my great grandparents were married, my great grandfather John Smith couldn't
  afford much.  The jeweler had
  rings that were already engraved that he could have cheap.  My great grandfather had his initials
  placed around the ones already there. 
  When my great grandmother looked at the ring, she wanted to know why
  it said "J.H.H.S" on it. 
  My great grandfather explained that it stood for John Happy Husband
  Smith.  Since then, my grandfather
  and father have added the H.H. between their initials.  I'm happy to say that on the inside of
  Laurie's ring it says J.H.H.S. with the H.H. standing for happy husband.  I am the happiest husband."  He leaned over and kissed Laurie on
  the lips and everyone cheered.   "Now it's time for
  food and for everyone to say hello," Walter announced.  The town applauded as the happy couple
  walked down the steps into the courtyard.  Walter was right; it was beautiful.
  Everyone from town was there and had brought enough food for a feast.  That is, everyone except for the
  Carlson family.   Kid walked over to Heyes
  with the biggest grin on his face, patted his partner's back and said,
  "Happy husband."  Kid
  nodded his head with approval and gave Laurie a kiss and said, "Welcome
  to the family."  Laurie looked at her
  husband, "That's why you went back to the jeweler."  She paused, "I love you,
  H.H."   They all ate while Joshua
  and Laurie walked around greeting everyone.  As they mingled, everyone told them
  how happy they were to see Laurie up and about and happier that Joshua had
  come back.  Charlotte even came
  over to give them her congratulations and best wishes.  They ate, drank and talked for almost
  three hours when Heyes looked over at Laurie and saw her sitting down.  She looked exhausted. He walked over
  to her and put his hand on her shoulder. He turned to face everyone as he
  picked up a glass and clanged it with a spoon.  "I want to thank all of you for
  coming tonight.  It has meant a
  lot to us.  However, the day has
  been long and although Laurie is doing great, she is still recovering. I
  think it is time to take my new bride to get some rest.  Thank you so much and I hope everyone
  stays and enjoys themselves."  Walter walked up to Joshua
  and pulled out an envelope, "The town of Small Falls would like to give
  this gift to you, to help you start your new life together.  We are all so pleased that you have
  found happiness and hope that you stay here with us."  He handed the envelope to Heyes.  Laurie, who was now
  standing next to Heyes, put her hands to her mouth and tears filled her eyes.  Heyes put his arm around Laurie to
  steady her as he shook Walter's hand. 
  "Thank you," Heyes said sincerely, obviously taken aback by
  the gesture.   Laurie, overcome by the
  generosity of the town, gave Walter a hug, and very quietly said, "Thank
  you."  She and Heyes turned
  and left to go back to the hotel. 
  They walked back with Laurie holding Heyes' arm and resting her head
  on his shoulder.  About halfway
  back to the hotel, Heyes asked, "You okay, sweet, I mean Mrs.
  Smith?"  Laurie lifted her head off
  his shoulder, looked at him with a huge smile and said, "I'm wonderful,
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